Proof

Proof

Poor Atticus is the cobbler’s kid who has no shoes. 2 1/2 years old and not a single scrapbook page. That was one of my big goals this year, and upon discovering that the year was more than half over, I figured I better get something going.

It’s been a whole lot of time since I picked up scissors and paper, so I’m easing back into it with baby steps.

Patterned Papers: Scenic Route
Arrows: Scenic Route
Parenthesis: Making Memories
Letters: Pressed Petal
Pin: EK Success
Heart: Heidi Swapp
Square: Scrapworks
Star stamp: Scenic Route

2010 Year of Pleasures #27

4th of July - splash
A full day crammed with fun

4th of July - swim
Atti and Bear in the pool

4th of July - pruny toes
Until the toes got all pruny

4th of July - puzzle
Blessed uninterrupted hours to do a puzzle and not feel guilty about making better use of my time

4th of July - ice cream
Atti savoring his first bite of chocolate ice cream

4th of July - chocolate face
Grandma disobeying and giving him a few more than one bite

4th of July - shaved ice
Shaved ice made in every color of the rainbow

4th of July - big boy bike
Atti playing with a big boy bike. Next step – making it go.

4th of July - fireworks
Cousins dancing with sparklers

4th of July - BOOM
Watching the (occasionally scary) fireworks set off

4th of July - fireworks
Before heading to bed and leaving playtime for the really big kids.

Yo Yo GA!

My dearest Karen gave us this bouncer when her littlest lost interest in it, and it has been amazing. Atti will bounce in it literally for hours. He calls it his “Shake-a Shake It”

This is all he wants to do anymore. He’ll say, “Let’s go. Shake-a shake it. Yo yo ga.” Like, “Hop to it, Jeeves.” And then he’ll bounce and bounce and bounce along to his Yo Gabba Gabba jams. We could not give him better therapy if we had a physical therapist on call 24/7.

Duvet Day, outdoors

Reading party

I have been running myself ragged over the last couple of weeks. Even after all the quilting and building and fruit picking, there is more I have to tell you including actual farming and four straight days of canning. I am exhausted, my poor child is neglected, and my kitchen floor is coated with sugar and fruit juice.

So today I am going to sit in the sun, cuddle my little guy, and read a book.

Young Reader

Right now Atti is still spending more time eating the books than looking at them, but when someone can pry it out of his mouth and actually read it to him, he’s in heaven. He’ll bounce on my lap like he can barely stand the excitement of waiting to know the ending. He would sit and be read to all day long if someone would do it.

This is MY kid, alright.

2010 Year of Pleasures #23

Golden Boy

This guy’s hair just kills me. I have no idea how I ended up with a blond haired hazel eyed little man. If it weren’t for that chin and that nose I’d wonder if he was switched in the NICU.

Best friends

best friends
Giving kisses

Lunch date
Gabbing over lunch

TV time
Chilling in front of the TV

two of a kind
Best friends.

2010 Year of Pleasures #21

Atti invented a game all by himself the other day, consisting of headbutting me in my soft post baby belly and laughing so hard at making me laugh that he gave himself the hiccups.

I loved it because it gave me more opportunities to get my hands in this kids hair, and because I am just *loving* watching this little guy’s personality come out stronger by the day.

A poignant moment

Mother's Day

I missed Mother’s Day at church since we were out of town, so I got my Mother’s Day present from Atti last Sunday. I never saw myself as the super sentimental “save everything my baby touched” kind of mom, but when I saw this card I threw all my cynicism right out the window and teared right up.

I mean, look! My boys!

When we got home I headed straight for the fridge to put it up. Putting that magnet on the fridge seemed like such a monumental moment. I could see myself repeating that act over and over again, our lives together flashing forward in front of me. I saw the artwork, the report cards, the college acceptance letter, all stretching out in front of me as we leave his babyhood behind.

I was already welling up, overcome by the significance of such a simple gesture, and then I took a look at the magnet. There was no forethought, I just grabbed the first magnet that came to my hand, but I have spent years looking at this magnet every time I walked through the kitchen, and sighing.

The quote reads:
One must still have chaos inside oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.

During all those years of infertility I really struggled with the thought that I would be a less than perfect mother. Unhappy childhood, bad modeling, blah blah blah, fears we all have to one degree or another, and I loved the imagery of this quote and the thought that we can all turn unpleasantness into beauty. That maybe some unpleasantness is necessary for beauty.

I stood there at the fridge and just watched my life come full circle. All those years of clinging to the thought on that little magnet to get me through, and there I was using that same magnet to hang my child’s Mother’s Day card.

Life just creates little poetic moments sometimes, doesn’t it.

Oakdale Chocolate Festival

We’re slowly slowly slowly settling in around here, but this weekend kicked off the agricultural festivals this area is so known for, so we scrubbed the paint out of our hair and headed out for a day in the sun.

panhandler
There were lots of examples of celebrating California history. You could pan for gold with this guy who looked like he was born for this job, or take pictures with people decked out in full on cowboy outfits complete with leather chaps. People take their historical reenactments seriously.

classic
I think it might be a law that a California festival feature classic cars, particularly here in the home of American Graffiti. I was stopped in the parking lot on my way out by two different people asking if there were classic cars to look at. People around here take their cars even more seriously.

Fancy oils and vinegars
This is what I take seriously. Artisanal foodstuffs. There are so many little local companies throughout the valley that grow and bottle the most amazing things. This company bottled flavored oils and vinegars and I had a wonderful time tasting each one.

Waiting for chocolate
There’s a Hershey’s factory in Oakdale, which is why they hold a chocolate festival there, but this one was kind of disappointing. There weren’t a ton of chocolate vendors there, and then we had to wait in a line for nearly an hour to get a couple little free samples. But at the end of that line was the booth with the fancy caramel apples, and they were worth the wait. Caramel apples are another of my obsessions, and this booth had one they called “Ala Mode” which was a caramel apple dipped in a hard yogurt topping and sprinkled with cinnamon. Oh wow was that good.

Atti in the sunshine
Atticus was just happy to leave the house.

2010 Year of Pleasures #17

Carousel

On our way out of town we spent a day at Disneyland – Atti’s very first time. I knew he would love it, but words just can’t express how amazing it was. As soon as he saw King Arthur’s Carousel he started bouncing in his stroller. When we walked past it to get to Dumbo he threw an unholy fit. Until Dumbo started moving.

Dumbo

We came back to this one several times. Whenever we’d bring Dumbo up to his highest point Atti would giggle like a mad man.

Small World
It’s a Small World was also a major hit. His eyes would widen, he’d fixate on something and stretch his little body around to keep watching it as we passed it. He’d only turn around when he physically couldn’t stretch any further, only to be surprised by a whole roomful of more amazing things to see.

We were really nervous about taking Atti to Disneyland with his physical limitations. The thought of holding him as we waited in line all day made me break out in a cold sweat. Since he’s not old enough to use a wheelchair, we need to use his stroller everywhere. I imagined all the fights I was going to have with attendants unconvinced he was disabled or parents mad they couldn’t bring a stroller everywhere. I brought a Dr.’s note and came prepared to make my case, but as soon as I said he had Cerebral Palsy the gal at the desk just said, “Oh sure! How many people in your party?” and handed me a card that allowed us all to get special treatment. We didn’t walk right on to every ride, but we came pretty close. Disneyland knows how to take care of us special needs families.