One room down.

New Studio

Because I am a maniac, I really hoped we could get completely moved in before we left on this long awaited little vacation. I thought it would just be so nice and tidy to come back after this trip to a settled in house and be able to glide right in to every day life.

Yeah, that’s not going to happen.

If it weren’t for the whole blind fiasco, I probably could have done it. But I lost about three days waiting around for the maintenance guy to come and go so I could paint without advertising the fact. I really think that the landlord would only be happy with our efforts, but it’s one of those “easier to get forgiveness than permission” moments. And it would be nice to have a few months of timely rent paying behind us before they find out we’re making all these changes.

So I’m going to have to content myself with the fact that I have one room in the house that’s completely finished. Everything has a place, pictures are on the wall, this room is ready for action.

New Studio 3
The bedroom I’ll be using as my studio is enormous. I could fit a whole other dresser in here if I felt like it, and I have a closet. I plan on getting a little armchair so that someone can visit with me while I’m working, and there is a huge spot behind the desk for Atti to play with Gizmo while I spend the day sewing away.

New Studio 2
I pretty much used the same color I had in my last studio. I thought about venturing out to try something new, but nothing else struck my fancy as much as that cool teal blue. It will be the same throughout the rest of the house. There just wasn’t anything I liked as much as my teal and green downstairs.

It will still be a couple of weeks before I can actually put this room to use, but for now I at least have some place to escape to. Now when I can’t stand tripping over plastic dropcloths or steering around boxes, I can come and sit in my little green chair and just take a deep breath.

Cheetara making a nest
Cheetara has made herself at home too.

The streak continues

New Dresser

Before I moved, my friend Stacey and I had a conversation about how my Craigslist karma was going to end by leaving San Diego. It’s true, Modesto is not exactly a bastion of midcentury interior design, but I was confident I could find something, especially if I was willing to drive. I’m now roughly equidistant from Sacramento, Fresno, and San Fransisco, so as long as I’m not afraid of an hour drive, my Craigslist choices have just expanded exponentially.

Sure enough, I found this amazing dresser in Sacramento the first day I started looking. For years I had been using a cheap particle board dresser in my studio, and it had finally had enough. One more move was just too much to ask. So I had to find something as soon as we got here or I wouldn’t be able to unpack anything. This antique dresser only cost us $75 and half a tank of gas.

Of course, there is the small problem of the paint job. They SPRAY PAINTED IT! Oh the thought makes me shiver. A beautiful midcentury dresser covered with one thin coat of flat white spray paint. :whimper: At some point this year I’m going to have to address this.

The new digs

So, we’re here. And we have a roof over our heads. Which was kind of a miracle.

We had a house all lined up, arranged through friends of friends, it looked like it was going to be smooth sailing. Until we couldn’t get our phone calls returned or questions answered and we started feeling suspicious. The couple that owned that house are moving into a custom built home and their move in date was pushed back by the contractor. So instead of calling us and saying, “Shucks, looks like it’s not going to work out.” they strung us along until we had six days before the movers arrived and no place to have them bring our stuff.

I collapsed, hyperventilating, into a corner while Bear hit Craigslist and found this place. It’s going to be a great place to live, it’s in the area of town we wanted, it’s got tons of space and a backyard with roses, but it’s also going to need some TLC. I seem to be on a mission to rescue houses from bad paint. The houses call to me or something.

Weird Paint
I’ve had a terrible time trying to get pictures that show the color, but here you can see that in one room you have a deep mustard yellow butted up to an acid green, with apricot on the third wall. The staircase wall is painted primary color yellow, and each bathroom has some weird faux treatment where it looks like somebody just took a paint brush and made big C’s all over the wall.

Weird paint finish

I can see what they were going for with the apricot and acid green. In the right light, they look nice for a nursery or something. But that light is very rarely present in this house. And I have absolutely no explanation for the mustard yellow.

Bedroom
We didn’t realize this until after we moved in, but not a single window has any kind of coverings on it. Every window, including the window in the bedroom closet, had curtain rods left hung in place, but not a single blind to be had. We’ve been living in a fishbowl all week. Luckily they’ve agreed to put up blinds in the bedrooms and the front of the house, so we’ll get to change our clothes in the light eventually.

Lighting is going to be an issue in this house. Every room has a central ceiling fan with lights, which means that every room is well lit, but with very harsh light. I might have to invest in some lower wattage bulbs or something. Trying to watch TV at night is like trying to watch it with a spotlight in your face.

But that’s all I really have to complain about. Which I recognize is kind of a miracle as a renter of any kind, let alone moving in from out of town with six days notice. Overall I think things have gone as smoothly as I could have hoped.

Living Room
We’re about as unpacked as we’re going to get for a little while. There is NO WAY I am living with these colors on the walls, so as soon as the blinds are up and the landlord won’t be in and out of the house, I’ll be painting. I’m trying, and failing, to be patient.

kitchen
The fridge gets delivered today (we haven’t had a fridge for a week! I am desperate for something to drink besides soda), but we still won’t be able to put this enormous kitchen to use for another week. The movers left all our utensils, not just silverware but my knives too, at our old house. Luckily the new renters are our friends, and luckily we’ll be back down in LA next week for a convention of things that are awesome, so we’ll be able to pick them up. But meanwhile, it’s more fast food for us. And boy howdy am I looking forward to that being over.

Packing Up

Packing up

Moving day is already upon us. Movers come today for all the packing I didn’t get finished, tomorrow they load the truck, and then Monday we’ll be unloading in Modesto.

Which means I’ll be largely cut off from the internet for nearly a week. I don’t know if I’ll be able to bear it.

I’ll be back just as soon as I can get the internet turned back on and the computer put back together.

See you all in Modesto.

The Hardest Part

I really love how so many of your comments about our move have been along the lines of, “But your house!” Because that’s exactly how I feel.

new view of the entry room

I’m trying really hard to not think about it. I’m a problem solver, so I’m trying to just focus on the problems to be solved in front of me. But it’s really difficult. I love this place.

new view of the living room

Honestly, I’ll be fine if we can find a good rental place. I’d almost managed to get this house just the way I wanted it and the thought had crossed my mind – What would I blog about then? A new place presents a whole lot of opportunities for new creativity.

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But what we’re finding online is not pretty. The rental market seems to be pretty tight there, and without a 20% down payment, no one’s giving loans right now. So even though we have a renter for this place, we can’t buy another unless we managed to find about 50 grand in the couch cushions. That’s not likely to happen.

We’re leaving first thing tomorrow morning to drive up and see what we can find. I just keep praying that a place will be prepared for us.

Plumbing my depths

Plumber

Now that we’re going to be landlords, we have to make sure that everything actually works in the house. I’ve been far more preoccupied with how pretty everything is, but renters don’t care so much about the stuff I made to hang on the walls, they just want things to work when they need them. Silly renters.

Three of our four sinks haven’t really worked the whole time we’ve lived here. There’s a little lever in your drain that pushes the stopper up or lets it fall down depending on if you want the sink plugged or not, and all at once, that lever broke off in three sinks. It’s like it had a timer on it or something. Paying for a plumber was really not high on our priority list, so we just took the stopper out altogether and used the sinks with a wide open drain.

But that’s kind of poor form for a landlord, so we finally had to address it. A plumber gave us an estimate of $300 a sink, and after I caught my breath I decided to try it myself.

It took about three trips to Lowe’s, lots of advice from a great plumbing expert there, a whole lot of swearing, maybe a little crying, but I did it. I ran into all kinds of quirky little problems that come from stupid builders, I sawed through PVC and replaced traps, I broke out the plumbers putty and the plumbers tape and got the whole thing water tight. And I saved us $900.

When you are a stay at home mom, there are so many small rewards that get you through your day. But what I really miss are the advancements, the raises, the proof that you are doing a good job. Parenting is just one big leap of faith. You never get to say, “I improved productivity by 25% this year.” You don’t get to measure your performance. Here’s one time I have something quantifiable to hang my hat on and I want to shout it from the rooftops. I saved us $900! Somebody needs to give me a plaque or something.

I can talk freely now

Welcome Home

For the past few weeks it’s been killing me to be prudent. I’m so used to using this space as the place I pour my heart out, that when something came along I really couldn’t talk about publicly, I almost didn’t know how to process it. It was like trying to talk with my hands tied behind my back – sure I was able to do it, but it felt so dang unnatural.

Anyhoo, the point is: We’re moving.

Bear’s job has been bad news for a long time now. It’s been quite the saga but let me try to tell it in the briefest of nutshells. The company that brought us down to San Diego sold the building that Bear ran. The company who bought it had a policy to always fire the boss of a building they bought and put in one of their own people, so with Atticus in the hospital and about 30 days to get a new job, we had to take the very first thing that came along.

Which rarely ends well.

We tried EVERYTHING to stay in the area, but everything just failed to work out. Timing was off, companies changed plans, every time it looked like something was going to happen, it would fall through. Finally we found ourselves out of options and with no more time to wait.

Luckily, blessedly, Bear’s first company in Modesto has wanted him back ever since we left. Where everything was falling through to stay, everything fell into place to leave. Bear’s going back to a company he loved, to run a building he loved, in a town we loved, the only bad part is leaving. We already found dream renters for our little dream house, and Atti’s entourage is helping us set up the care he’ll need up there. The only hiccup so far is trying to find a house to rent up there, but we’re still working on it.

Anytime I’ve told someone we’re moving to Modesto, they react like it’s a tragedy. It’s true, if you’ve heard of Modesto it’s probably because of high profile crimes or the drug problem. But the thing is, we just loved it there. It’s a mid-sized city plunked in the middle of miles of farmland. So you get the benefits of a large community while still getting the blessings of rural life. If we end up staying there, it won’t be hard to get the farm of my dreams. And really, the beach is wasted on me. I much prefer mountains and prairie.

I told the girls at church yesterday and it was so sad to see their faces. I love working with the teenagers, and I love *these* teenagers. That is definitely in the Con column. And then of course there’s the fact that we’re leaving my carefully nurtured little house. I’m making myself have a stiff upper lip about that one, but when we drive away leaving my blooming ranunculus behind, I expect a breakdown will be inevitable.

I’m just praying we can find something not too terrible to help ease the pain a little.

Textured Canvas

Textured Canvas
In all my home improvement and decor projects, the one area I’ve been seriously neglecting is all my naked walls. I have some ideas for them, but they have been pushed down to the bottom of the priority list over and over again. It’s time I pay my poor walls some attention.

The biggest empty focal point was right at the top of the stairs. There was this big expanse of naked wall with the stairs acting like a great big arrow pointing right to it. Something had to be done.

Even though I painted this on a canvas, it is very much a craft project. I am not (yet) a fine artist, and even if I was, this would not apply. There’s no meaning behind this, I just wanted something abstract and cool to look at that I could put at the top of the stairs. And since it didn’t require me to be a fine artist, it wouldn’t require you to be either.

Textured canvas tutorial Step 2
I wanted to create the impression of a stormy sky, so I went on flickr and looked around for inspiration. I found this amazing photo from flickr user Kevulike and printed it out as a reference.

Textured canvas tutorial Step 1
In the fine art paint section, there are all kinds of really cool texture mediums. I used modeling paste and course texture gel to build up a texture. With the modeling paste I tried to mimic the waves of those stormy clouds, and then with the course texture gel (which adds a grainy texture) I tried to define those scraggly little wisps of cloud. Let this dry overnight.

Textured Canvas
Then it’s just a matter of layering colors. I just used my acrylic craft paint since I had it on hand. I painted the entire canvas a very pale blue, then added sections of a darker gray. I noticed how the sky had an almost green undertone in the original picture, so I watered down my paint and washed it over the surface, removing some of it with a tissue to create a blotchy and uneven texture. Following the reference photo, I kept layering darker colors, removing more paint here and there, blending it in in other places.

This is the benefit of trying to make an abstract painting. It doesn’t have to look like anything. It’s way more important that it look interesting. Whenever I do a project like this, I always hate it’s guts until two days later. So if you hate it, just leave it in the spot it will hang and live with it for a while. If you’re like me, you’ll grow to love it.

2010 Year of Pleasures #12

Cat sculpture

I totally poached this little sculpture from my inlaw’s house.

Well, I couldn’t bring myself to outright swipe it, so I really just wandered around their house for a day saying, “Wow, I sure do like this sculpture! It was just sitting in a drawer in the guest room. It sure would look nice at my house….” Stopping just short of saying, “Hint. Hint.” Finally my mother in law just told me to take it. Most likely so I would shut up already.

It’s a metal casting with a really cool patina on it, and while I’m already so perilously close to crazy cat lady territory I really shouldn’t be bringing cat-themed knick-knacks into the equation, it was just too cool to resist.

Decorated Door

Before:
Grouping plans

After:
Decorated door

AHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhh. It feels SO good to get that project done. I don’t know why this one bothered me so dang much. I guess because it was so in my face all the time, but that dang door just made me NUTS! Now this inadvertent focal point is actually something worth looking at. Interestingly enough, adding all this molding almost seems to make the door blend in *more* to me than a big empty blank spot. It’s almost like the door has frames on it now, just like the rest of the wall.

Here’s how I did it.

Decorated door tutorial step 1
I measured the door and decided how big I wanted the outer squares to be. I had to make it work so that the doorknob would land in between two of the squares, so I measured the space above the doorknob and the space below, and did a little math to figure out how I could take up that space in an even way. On my door, which I’m sure is a pretty standard size, it worked out to have, from top to bottom, a square measuring 23 3/4 in. wide x 25 in. high, a thinner square measuring 23 3/4 in. wide x 9 in. high, and a bottom square measuring 23 3/4 in. wide x 25 in. high again. The space between each panel was about 4 inches, with a little bit of extra on the bottom to make things work out visually. I used a ruler and a level to draw these measurements on the door.

Decorated door tutorial step 2
Using a miter box and saw, I cut the pieces of molding to size. The measurements reflect the size from outer point to outer point, cut at a 45 degree angle.

Decorated door tutorial step 3
I used an “all in one adhesive and caulk” and spread some of the adhesive on the back of each piece, then lined it up with the pencil lines I’d drawn on the door and nailed it in place.

Decorated door tutorial step 4
Unless you’re a finish carpenter and have skills far beyond my own, you’ll probably have to fudge a little bit to get this to line up. Molding is often not square, your cuts will probably be a little imprecise, so to give myself the flexibility I needed I didn’t nail each piece all the way down at once. Starting with the top piece, I nailed once in the middle and then at each end. Then I added the side pieces and put one nail in at the top end. Then I added the bottom piece by nailing once in the middle. This allowed the side and bottom pieces to be pulled into place as necessary. I tried to keep things level when possible, but I think it’s more important to get the corners matched up nicely.

Decorated door tutorial step 6
I repeated all this again with smaller molding to create interior squares. My measurements for the large top and bottom squares were 17 3/4 in. wide x 19 1/4 in high, and for the center panel it was 17 3/4 in. wide x 3 in. high.

Decorated door tutorial step 5
Now to clean up my mistakes. I used wood filler to bridge any gaps I left in the corners, and also to cover up nail holes. If you can sink your nails in below the surface of the molding, you can fill the rest with wood filler and it will look super clean and polished. I didn’t succeed in doing this 100% of the time, but once you get the paint on, it’s pretty forgiving of all my flubs.

To cover up any gaps and make a nice smooth surface where the molding meets the door, run a line of that all in one caulk and adhesive down the side of the molding. There are little tools you can buy that will scrape off your excess caulk in a nice neat way, but you can also use a finger. Let everything dry overnight.

Decorated Door
Paint your door with a good latex enamel paint.

I always have a twinge of apprehension when a project requires serious mess and power tools, but I accomplished this project in about three nap times. One for sawing the pieces, one for assembling them on the door, and one for painting. Not too labor intensive, but it makes such an amazing difference in the way this wall looks.