The Crafter’s 12 Step Program

Like pretty much everyone around the blogosphere, I’m in a little bit of a creative funk right now. Actually, maybe that’s not accurate. My brain is boiling with things I want to do, but I have no time or money to do them.

I’m in a time and money funk.

With times the way they are we’ve got a little economic uncertainty around here, nothing like most of the country, but enough to fill us with a sense of unease and make us think about whether or not we’re being as fiscally responsible as we should be.

And I’m trying my absolute darnedest to be responsible by not starting any new projects. Or at least not starting a new project until I’ve finished an old project, and all my old projects are big fat gnarly projects. The projects that get put off because there is so very much of them to put off. And they’re all in that phase where you can’t stand the sight of them. Whenever I have a project that takes more than ten hours or so, I always go through the same cycle.

Step 1: How exciting! a new project!

Step 2: Love LOVE this new project!

Step 3: Boy, this sure is challenging, but it’s fun!

Step 4: OK, this is a little harder/more work than I thought, but the end result will be worth it.

Step 5: I’m bored.

Step 6: I really should have thought twice before starting this project.

Step 7: I’m such an idiot. What made me think this was a good idea.

Step 8: I hate this project and it’s stinking project guts. I never want to see it again.

Step 9: So what, am I just going to throw it away after all that time and money? {Guilt}

Step 10: Maybe this isn’t so bad. I do really like this yarn/fabric/color/design.

Step 11: Why did I think this was so hard? This is a breeze!

Step 12: I Love LOVE LOVE this finished project!

I think all long-time crafters go through this at one point or another. Even in my scrapbooking, a relatively quick project as these things go, I’ll still go through these steps about certain pages, just compressed into the course of three hours.

I’m trying to force myself to press on through those distasteful steps until I can remember why I wanted to start some of these things in the first place.

snowman crosstitch

I finally managed to finish off my Snowman Crosstitch I started back in 2005, and I’m trying to keep that momentum going until I finish off all 120 Christmas cards, and a couple beaded projects that have been sitting around for about as long. But Atti’s first birthday is on Thursday, so I’m probably going to end up shelving all those good intentions in favor of some homemade presents and an overdone birthday cake.

Christmas Card 2009

2009 Christmas Card

So I’m cheating a little bit on this one. These actually aren’t finished yet. I’ve still got piles of paper pieces strewn all around my desk. I just couldn’t wait any longer! February will be here before I know it, and then there go all my big organizational plans.

For this year I’m making 120 cards, so it had to be made out of nothing but paper. Even adding one little brad starts adding up in a hurry when we’re talking about that many of them. This last Christmas I actually ran out. I didn’t count on making new friends throughout the year, so I found myself trying to choose between friends – who wouldn’t care that much, who keeps up with me on the blog, who would never forgive me for leaving them out? That’s the one downside with making your cards so far ahead of time – who knows what’s going to happen by the time Christmas rolls around again.

Without any further ado, Here’s What You’ll Need:
2009 Christmas Card
1 card exterior piece @ 6″ x 12″
1 card interior piece @ 6″ x 11 7/8″
3 pocket pieces
{ 1 @ 3 1/2″ x 2 1/2″ }
{ 2 @ 2 3/4″ x 2 1/2″ }
3 Tag pieces
{ 1 @ 3″ x 4″ }
{ 2 @ 2 1/4″ x 4″ }
2 Embellishment strips @ 4″ x 1″
1 Greeting Block @ 2 3/4″ x 2″
1 Cover Embellishment
3 Pocket Embellishments

Start by scoring the exterior piece just shy of 4″ from each edge. Then score the interior piece 3 15/16″ from each edge. These measurements try to take into account the fact that some space is taken up by the score fold itself, and it can be a little bit fiddly to line these two pieces up.

2009 Christmas Card
With your score lines complete, it’s time to sew the pockets on to the interior of the card. Sew one pocket centered inside each segment of the card, lined up close to the bottom. Make sure the wider card goes in the center segment. The pockets should all line up together, and all be the same 2 1/2″ height.

2009 Christmas Card
Fold both the interior and the exteriors on the fold lines, then line up the edges and staple together in the corner. Don’t waste your time trying to make the folds line up exactly right, it’s just not going to. There needs to be quite a bit of give between the inner and outer pieces so the card can both fold and open. Only put one staple in each corner. It will be plenty to hold it together, and anymore would restrict it too much.

2009 Christmas Card
If you’re making this card right before using it, you can decorate the tags here. Since I’ll be putting next year’s family pictures in here, I just stuck my naked tags inside the pockets to keep everything together.

If you haven’t done it yet, you can also decorate the pockets now. This was a stamp I carved out of a pink eraser after every other plan failed. I bought this green paper that turned out to be too thick to go through the printer, and I couldn’t find another stamp I liked, so I finally just grabbed the new pink eraser I bought in my attempts towards drawing and hacked into it. I stamped this little tree and cut it out by hand 360 times.

2009 Christmas Card
Glue on your Embellishment Strips, one on the inside flap of the card, and one on the cover.

2009 Christmas Card
Glue on your last remaining embellishments. I made the greeting block on the computer, and the tree was a cutout from the same paper I used for the interior of the card.

Just to make your life easier, here’s the greeting block card I made. Feel free to download and use for all your cards, but no other uses without emailing me first please.
2009 Christmas Cards

So this may not be the least labor intensive card I ever came up with. It just might, in fact, be the very most amount of work I ever put into a greeting card. But I often find that in card making you have to make a choice between cost in labor and cost in materials, and with so very many cards to make, materials had to lose. You could make this card a whole lot easier just by using a sticker or other embellishment on the pockets and cover, but as it is I’ve designed a fancy card without using anything but paper, glue, and four staples. This year, a cheap but pretty card is worth all the fiddly cutting.

Food Nanny Notebooks

A few months ago I introduced you all to my Aunt Liz and recommended her fabulous, downhome, country cookbook.

I’ve been cooking at least one meal a week from that cookbook ever since. It’s not exactly fat free food, but it is wonderful homey comfort food like some lucky people’s grandmas used to make.

As much as I love the recipes, what’s really been a lifesaver for me is the philosophy behind it. Liz is on a mission to get families back to the table together, and she created a method of making that job easier that is super common sense, like all the best ideas. Liz has theme nights she uses to narrow down her choices when she’s planning a menu. So instead of choosing from all the recipes ever created, she just picks one for “Mexican Night.”

I’ve totally adopted her theme night philosophy. Meal planning was always my least favorite chore because I’d spend hours sorting through a whole library of recipes. It just makes so much sense to create categories to choose from to make my life simpler.

Liz has theme nights that she recommends to get you started, but she also recommends customizing them to fit the needs of your family, so we do:

Monday: Comfort Food (because everybody hates Mondays and needs something to feel good about)
Tuesday: Ethnic Food (because we couldn’t pick just one or two favorite cuisines)
Wednesday: Fish and Meatless (Bear’s least favorite night of the week)
Thursday: WILD CARD! (For special family favorites or to try out new recipes)
Friday: Pizza Night (homemade of course)
Saturday: Grill Night (Here’s where living in San Diego comes in handy)
Sunday: Company Food (you know – the fancier, fussier meals)

Food Nanny Notebooks

To make my job even easier I got myself a bunch of notebooks (and of course they had to be color coded since I’m OCD like that) so that I could just flip to the one book I need to plan each nights meals.

Food Nanny Notebooks

Now that the notebooks are made, I have to get the recipes all in one place to put them inside. That’s a little daunting when you have a bookshelf full of cookbooks. But this is why it’s on my year long goal list. I figure that once I get a meal just the way we like it, if I spend a few minutes while feeding the baby or on the phone typing that recipe up, it won’t take terribly long before I’ll be all organized. AND, doing it that way will force me to actually decide if I like the recipe before just adding it to the collection. My first cookbook I compiled right after marriage…well, I don’t know if I’ve even tried half the things in there. And yet I’ve carted it around for ten years. It’s time to streamline.

Little Bits Quilt

I have another busy day ahead of me, I have to leave in about 10 minutes to take Atti to his audiology appointment, then it’s a few errands and a quick lunch with Sister-in-law Mari before racing home to excavate my house from the Christmas mess we made before some very dear and welcome guests arrive. Plus all of my creative energy is wrapped up in finishing off the last dregs of my Christmas project box so I can put it all away and be done with it without leaving myself more work for next year. And not only are we all pretty much over Christmas by now, but it’s all stuff you’ve seen already, just more of them.

So it was high time I venture back into my pile of long ago finished but as yet unblogged projects to share something with you.

little bits quilt

This is the Little Bits Quilt from Last Minute Patchwork and Quilted Gifts, which is one of the best craft books ever. I’ve already made three of the projects, and that’s a real rarity for me. Normally I buy craft books for inspiration and then go my own way, but these projects I’ve followed to the letter.

Little Bits in Progress
I was making this in the middle of collecting donations for Atti’s hospital, and boy does it show. What a mess!

The pattern in the book is for a twin I believe, but it’s so simple to adjust. I just decided the dimensions I wanted for my queen, and then cut the fabric to that size. If I remember right, I made two extra rectangles that the little bits come from, and then just kept sewing them together until they were wide enough to make a queen. It’s been a while now and loads has happened in between now and then so the memory is pretty foggy, but I want to say I bought 12 yards of the black for front and binding, and 10 yards of the white for backing. The ladies at the fabric store said I was buying way more than I’d ever need, but they were wrong. It worked out perfectly.

little bits quilt close up

My goal for our bedroom is a room that is really masculine and modern, with enough handmade and soft touches that is doesn’t feel cold. I thought the design of this quilt was just perfect for that.

Organizing my life

Here we go back to the mayhem of everyday life. I really wish I could do something about how overcommitted I am, but it’s not me, it’s Atti. He’s getting bigger and stronger every day, but he’s still fairly significantly delayed, so he requires a ton of care, and that requires a ton of organization.

I’m sure every family has a master calendar somewhere in their house. One spot where everyone knows that if the event isn’t posted, it will be completely forgotten about. With just me and Bear and no soccer games to shepherd anyone around to, I never had to worry about family organization, and I naively assumed that I’d have a few years before my son needed his own personal assistant. But since I was wrong, I had to come up with a way to put up a big fat calendar without creating a total eyesore.

Big fat calendar

I hated the thought of so carefully painting and decorating only to put up an enormous paper thing that would get progressively more tattered looking. I went and bought myself a big desk calendar, and then got an open back frame from Michaels, but any frame store offers them. The calendar was just a bit bigger than a convenient frame size, and it would have cost about $60 to custom frame it, so I just cut the top of the calendar off and stapled the pages together at the sides. Then I placed the calendar inside and held it in place with a couple of nails pounded into the frame right behind the cardboard backing of the calendar.

When I need to look forward a few months, the pages pull right out from behind the frame, and then you can just tuck them back inside to keep the whole thing looking neat and trim.

This is a crazy simple idea, and I’m sure I’m not the first person to come up with it, but it made me feel like maybe I can manage to venture out into motherhood without sacrificing *all* of my design tastes to my tiny little drooling tyrant.

What a year…

Honestly? I don’t know if I could live through this year over again. I’m not quite sure how I did it this time. Come to think of it, I nearly didn’t get to.

I don’t know that I’ve ever truly delved into how close I came to death during Atti’s birth, but it was as close as you could get and still have a happy ending. I was strapped down to the table because they were sure I was going to have a stroke or seizure at any moment, and things started to get very dim. I remember the room turning black and starting to drift off when I had to force myself to straighten up. I was like one of those people you see on ER where the nurses are shouting, “Stay with me!”

That experience rattled me in a way that I haven’t quite been able to let go of. That knowledge of my mortality comes to me in unguarded moments and knocks me flat all over again. Just now I put Atti in his crib for his nap and saw the quilt and bumper I made for him after he was born and thought about what his life would be like if I didn’t make it off that operating table. It’s quite a weight to walk around with, and one I’m striving to use productively.

I’m trying to let go of the fear and cherish the awareness that experience has brought me. I’m appreciating the minutia of life in new ways, food tastes better, colors are brighter, and all the other cliches of close calls, but I think more valuable to me is the appreciation it has given me for myself. For my contributions to my family and my world. Maybe this sounds brazenly selfish, but in my fearful moments I don’t think about what I would be missing, I think about the people I’d be leaving behind. Atti without his mom. Bear without his partner in crime. Maybe because of my LDS faith and my view of the afterlife I’m not worried about what would happen to me, but I’m aware of my influence no longer being in the lives of the people I love.

Now I look around my house and I see all of my little nourishing touches. I see the nest I’ve made and the plants that spring up under my care, I watch my little guy grow and reach milestones and feel loved and I get a little thrill that I did all that.

Nearly losing my life made me appreciate life, but it made me appreciate myself, the talents I have to share, the contributions I have to make, the work I put out into the world, the love I have to give, more. I don’t mean to say that it made me appreciate how great I am. I just mean that it made me appreciate that *I* *am*.

I am here, I won’t always be here, no one out there is exactly the same mix of creativity and neuroses and humor and fear and ambition and heart and stubbornness and smarts that I am, so I have to stop apologizing for myself, I have to stop being so worried about what people think of me, I have to stop downplaying my efforts and I have to get to work.

Atti’s first year wasn’t exactly a cakewalk either.
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But he’s come so very far.

baby sleeping

I am so grateful to be here at the end of another year with my family. It’s all been worth it.

mama and baby

Christmas card 2008

I think that most of my cards have arrived at their destination by now, so I think it’s safe to unveil it. Plus I keep trying to shoot a video tutorial of how to tie a bow and the only time Bear is home to help me is well after dark when the lighting is so terrible you can’t tell that I have eyes, so this is all I’ve got for today.

The tutorial for this card is way back here. Long time readers may remember that I always make my cards in January and then pack them away with the Christmas decorations. This is seriously one of my best ideas ever. I get all the Christmas paper goods on sale, and then it’s one less thing to do when I’m racing around with more things to do in December than are possible.

Christmas Card 2008

I chose my favorite photos that best represented our lives, and then instead of a traditional newsletter, I just added a sentence on the bottom of each photo that explained the latest news.
Christmas Card 2008

I couldn’t get the kitties to hold still all together, but they still had to be represented somehow.
Christmas Card 2008

This is probably the best picture I’ve ever taken. I love how you can see his Physical Therapist “Miss Jan” all fuzzy in the background.
Christmas Card 2008

For our family photo we used the same photo as our Christmas tree topper. It’s very us. Whenever I pass my camera off to someone else I always tell them to get ‘action shots.’ I hate posed photos.
Christmas Card 2008

And there in the back is our Christmas greeting.
Christmas Card 2008

I keep forgetting to announce the prize winners! Congratulations to Leigh and Nicole who won the snowflake, and the polymer clay ornaments respectively. Your presents went out in the mail last week, hope you enjoy them!

Christmas treats for friends and neighbors

For years now, we’ve been looking for our Christmas gift niche. The one thing we could make that would be signature and have people angling to be added to our list to get their hands on our special family [fill in the blank]. We know one family who makes a highly coveted salsa, another that makes tamales, another makes homemade toffee, and my mother-in-law Sally compiles cookie plates on a different fancy Christmas plate every year. Her neighbors now have quite a collection of Christmas dishes.

I make a really good tomato chutney, but that didn’t seem to be universally appealing. If you like tomatoes, you’d definitely be hunting for it, but if they’re not your thing then there’s not much else to recommend it. We’ve also experimented with bread, but that took way too long. We needed something that could be made in bulk. I think we’ve finally hit upon it this year.

Christmas Treats

Bear did most of the work on this duo of sauces. We got both the recipes out of this book (which is freaking amazing. Best money I ever spent. EVER. Buy the book and a kitchen scale and amaze all your friends at your virtuosity in the kitchen.) and then toyed with the proportions a little bit to get the right balance between sweet and either tart or bitter.

Christmas Treats
They maybe don’t look super appetizing here (my kitchen briefly looked like a very unfortunate CSI lab tech worked there) but they are crazy delicious. Blow your mind and lick the bottle clean fantastic.

Christmas Treats
While Bear was whisking the night away, I was clicking around between Word and Photoshop making these cute little tags and labels. Pretty labels just make me inordinately happy.

We were both working away with the baby napping upstairs and Christmas music playing over the internet, Christmas lights on and the whole house smelling like cocoa powder. What a perfect way to spend a Christmas weekend.

Family Traditions Tree Skirt

This has been one of those projects that lingers around for years. Much like most of the projects in my sidebar. I’ve got all kinds of new year’s goals for those, but we’ll get to that after the holidays. Anyhoo, I’ve been working on this tree skirt for about six years now.

Family Traditions Tree Skirt

I bought about a million miles of red wool back in like 2000 or so because I decided I was going to get into rughooking and make a rug for our living room that was red and black and white. But then I realized that it was going to be a lot of work for little pay off (based on the design I was working on, not the craft of rughooking itself, which I still want to take up) and I’ve been dragging around yards and yards of red and black wool ever since.

In looking for ways to use up all this fabric, I knew a tree skirt would be a perfect application.

I did all the beading over the years of my illness. Prolonged bedrest is great for long, involved, excessively detailed projects. It took years, but eventually I finished hand beading the trees and little showdrift.
Family Traditions Tree Skirt

At this stage of progression it stalled for years and years. I had plans of backing it and doing some kind of a trim, but there was always some other thing that needed to get finished so I put it off and off and off.

When I put Christmas away last year I took all the unfinished Christmas projects, gathered them together, and put them in a big tupperware in my studio. Having this enormous box of projects in my way all the time really forced me to get on with it and finish things already.

I picked up some white corduroy at my favorite fabric store, and then a few weeks ago I got this great Moda ribbon candy fabric at my favorite local quilt store. For all the time I put this off, it really took no time at all to whip up.
Family Traditions Tree Skirt

Of course, I still need to finish the handbinding, but if I wasn’t putting something off, it just wouldn’t be me.

Family Goal Ornaments

There are so many pieces of our past on this tree, photos throughout the years, ornaments I made during our first year together, Atti’s little footprints, but it was missing a piece of our future. Remember this project I promised would come back around? Now’s the time.

Family Goal Christmas Ball

Here’s what you’ll need:
Family Goal Christmas Ball

Some plain ornaments
alphabet stamps (a variety of sizes and styles works great)
Pigment ink
Embossing powder (a variety of colors really looks good)
a heat gun
your list of words

This is just regular old embossing, but here’s the rundown if you’ve never tried it before.

Stamp your highest priority word on the center of the ball with your largest stamps and pigment ink. The ink can be pretty slippery, so I’d suggest buying a few extra ornaments to practice on. I’d also suggest balancing as much of your hand as you can on the ball so that the only thing moving are your thumb and forefinger. This will make a really stable surface.
Family Goal Christmas Ball

Pour embossing powder over the inked letters and shake the excess off inside something you can use to pour the powder back into the jar. A plain sheet of paper works just fine, but I love my fancy little tray with built in funnel I got in the beading aisle.
Family Goal Christmas Ball

Heat the powder with the heat gun until it melts. Don’t hold the gun too close or else it could discolor the ball.
Family Goal Christmas Ball

Keep going with your other goals, adding different colors of embossing powder. Since I was inspired by the wordle design, I used smaller stamp alphabets for the lower priority goals. This also helps to fit in some of those really long words.
Family Goal Christmas Ball

Family Goal Christmas Ball

I think this could be a really great way of capturing the changes in your family from year to year. As Atti grows up I might add balls that commemorate his favorite thing about that year, or a new years resolution.

Family Goal Christmas Ball